Something bad happened. I wake up, and it’s all over. But this time, i can’t wake up. I’m stuck here, forever. I tried to run away, but i failed. Nothing can be done. The nightmare woke me up several times in the night. I thought it’s over, but it’s still here. I can’t do anything but to face it. I wanted to give up, but the world don’t allow me to. I have been searching for my courage since then..

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Standing the middle of the crowd. Not knowing what to do. Not knowing where to go. Not knowing who to talk to. Not knowing who i am… The pace of the crowd gets faster and faster but my heart slows down. Although it’s noisy out there, but i just can’t hear anything. The minute seems eternity. Everyone seems to have a goal, but i am just standing on the same old spot. Wanted to scream all out, but my voice just won’t project. How i wish there’s a place for me. How i wish there’s a someone here for me. I am lost.

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